| I know you don't care... |
[Oct. 6th, 2008|08:39 pm] |
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I swear to God, I can't wait til I am done with school.
My life is at a weird point right now, personally and "professionally." I will be graduating in May, hopefully with a decent gpa...geez the things you do when you're strung out. I am constantly on the look out for job openings, just so I can have an idea of what to expect in the future. I am thinking about doing another internship in the spring. The Montgomery Advertiser was a good (paid) experience but I'm just not feeling newspaper; however, I do enjoy working on the magazine projects (doing freelance for them here and there). I don't want to be another person with a degree working in the restaurant/bar business unless I'm the boss (ITS JUST ANOTHER DAY IN THE LIFE OF THE GOD DAMN BOSS)!!!
I don't take enough time for myself and it shows. My energy levels are low and my attitude is ROUGH. I have a membership to the Y but I haven't been in months! LAZY ASS!!! Any free time I have, I just want to sit with my dogs and chill. No phone calls. No socializing. My attitude towards people is more cynical than ever, ugh, lesbos. Anyways, I can't wait til I make lots of money and have good health insurance...let's just say I'm gonna have lots of work done! I am all for surgical enhancement! And if it is considered cosmetic, so be it, that's why financing is available.
I am only writing in this because I am taking a break from school work and to hear myself talk. |
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| JESUS TITTS |
[Apr. 14th, 2008|11:45 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Noise in the Local Info Center | ] |
Hello, yes...it has been awhile.
It makes me cringe to look back at some of the entries I wrote in this thing ***SHAKE IT OFF***
Here are a few things that are going on with Michelle these-a-days:
I am a senior with two semesters left
I am still working at the Brew Pub
I am currently interning (PAID BITCHES) at the Montgomery Advertiser
I bought a big dykie truck
Kelly and I are moving into a huge house in Old Cloverdale
We have a new tiny tiny yorkie boy, Brayden (in addtion to our two beautiful Morkies)
I really like to watch Days of Our Lives
Life has been pretty good, with the exception of the ever-growing-non-stop list of things to do, but other than that...good. My focus on school and actually gaining experience with this degree I am in the midst of obtaining has hindered my social life but I think it is for the best. Lord knows I did my fair share and then some of partying and screwing up. I just can't seem to find a happy medium of being in school and going out (Me likey to do it BIG all the time), so I choose not to go out...as much. I don't know if being at work counts as going out? I am surrounded by friends, booze and live music...all while making money, or at least I hope I am making money.
I am still learn new things about myself everyday and my cynicism and distaste for people has been growing at a rapid rate this year..
Oh yeah, I also have anger issues I am learning how to deal with. Apparently, as a child, I never learned how to deal with anger properly. So, Michelle needs to work on a few things so she and her life partner and live a happier and more fufilling life.
Not too bad for a brief return? |
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| Love affairs and Finals... |
[Nov. 30th, 2006|05:34 am] |
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I've neglected my LJ super bad this year. I've had so much going on and many changes have taken place.
I had the most weird feeling in the pit of my stomach last night. I just couldn't fall asleep, so, I opted for some really late night shopping at CVS. I fell asleep for a few hours and here I am again, on the damn computer. I've been so hesitant to write how I feel, it is almost too dangerous and destructive to put my thoughts out there. My insecurities have been getting the best of me lately. I want to say it is hormonal....I *hope* it is hormonal....because I would like to think I am a stronger person than this. I've managed to get myself into one hell of a pickle and I find myself acting how I said I never would act. Both good and bad qualitites have reared their little heads. Yeah, the "great girl" I wrote about in the last entry...heh...not so much, but her best friend, however...Yeah, it is a long drawn out lesbian filled drama story.
I just want to get through these next few weeks of endless term papers and finals. Hopefully I will be graduating by May of 08. Wish me luck. |
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| Who wants a pap smear? |
[May. 12th, 2006|07:22 am] |
Wow...I haven't written in this thing in a hot minute. Life has been very good to me lately. I made all A's this semester. I really haven't had any time to be messing around. Work, school, and the gym has pretty much consumed my life. I've also been hanging out with some new-er people but I'm also missing my old friends. I guess that's just a part of growing up. There is someone new in my life that I'm liking ALOUGH, however, I'm trying not to get sucked in or in over my head...b/c...you know...that tends to happen. She is a great girl...lots of potential in this one...for sure. I am enjoying getting to know her and the time I do spend with her.
Regardless of all the stuff inbetween, Michelle has been handling her biddnas. I'm trying to get down to the beach on Sunday to surprise mother....we shall see. Anywho, I hope everyone is happy and doing alright. I'll try to post more often. |
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| I'm in love with a stripper |
[Jan. 21st, 2006|08:28 am] |
I've been bloging on Myspace and have totally been neglecting LJ. I know I know....Myspace...blah blah blah...blah. Dr. Phil had a segment on Myspace yesterday....I felt dumb after watching it. I've had a few people recently whom I haven't seen since high school get in touch with me. I know that doesn't sound like a very long amount of time but it's been 7/8 yrs since I was in high school.
Speaking of school, I'm acutally back at AUM. Damn...took long enough. I'm happy to be back in school. I have a new found appreciation for education. I'm not sure if it's b/c I had to pay those fuckers 3 grand before I could register but I definitely have a new found appreciation. I'm still working at the Brew Pub. It's crazy as ever but I love my job and coworkers. I also started working out at Gold's Gym 3-5 times a week. Shiiiiitt....trying to get my head right, might as well get my body right. I've changed my diet completely and only consuming 1700 calories a day. I've lost 15lbs in a month. I'm sure I could have lost more but I can't quite give up drinking yet. Less shots of Jager and sticking to Bacardi and Diet vs Kettle One and Cranberry (faggot ass CapeCods) has helped. I've been completely drug free and "certain people" free for awhile now. I'm really just trying to take an honest shot at growing up. It's weird but I like it.
Anywho, I'm sure there are more interesting journals to read. I hope life is being as good to everyone else as it is to me.
I'm contemplating going to Tallahassee tomorrow. Yuh.
Bye. |
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| I gotta keep you on your toes. |
[Oct. 30th, 2005|10:30 pm] |
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Hmmm...wow...I had *too* much fun last night. I had to close the pub last night but MR let me go early, that was too sweet of him. I went straight to Johnna's house where I was welcomed with a hug from everyone. I got tackled by my lovely Lawwruh b/c that's just how we do. It was great seeing/listening to Sean and Procon, it's been a minute and they played some nasty breaks. Lots of old faces and then a few new ones. Good vibes overall with the exception of Rae Rae running around mumbling something about drama....lol...oh yeah...and the fuckbag that swiped Laura's purse. Thank God I had her keys in my pocket. I was not up Heather's ass for once but it was so hard b/c she looked so hot in her Rainbow Brite costume...**shakes head** I dunno...I had such a good time. One of the best house parties, hands down. I got plenty of kisses from Ryan and Guy. If I was a straight girl, I'd totally have it made...BUT...being the dyke that I am, I kept the bitches on my lap throughout the night.
My school shit is almost wrapped up...it's about fucking time. My consolidation has been nothing but a pain in the ass. It's time to finish up school. Most of my friends have started going for their Masters....I gotta catch up.
This is a shitty update b/c so much has happened but not really? I can't complain about too much. I've been working on not regretting the past or even dwelling on certain people from the past but the truth is that is was NEVER meant to be, I sure as hell tried though ;) Everyone grows and learns at their own pace . I just wished she could have been more honest. Should'a....Could'a....Would'a...But ya didn't!
So yeah...I didn't make it to Amy and JD's party tonight. I just got down too hard last night....I hope they understand. But for now I leave you with a highschool style yearbook pose of Julie, Laura, Myself, and Sean last Thursday night @Nobles. Good times.
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|02:58 am] |
omg...I just met the crazyiest Jew ever...his name is Adam...aka AWOL. He went with me to the Waffle House from Kokipellis (however the hell you spell it). Pecan waffles are the best fucking things in the world when you're trashed. The motherfucker is supposedly so rich yet I took him back to his car which was a mini-van? Oh c'mon dude.
anywho..yeah...got the wireless keyboard and mouse hooked up now...thank god.
I'm going to bed. |
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| Basura blanco |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|05:17 pm] |
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| | FUCKING FABULOUS | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Death Cab for Cutie - 405 (Acoustic) | ] |
I sure do have a knack for picking out some winners. What a fucking headache.
Lying is a disease.
My day was almost ruined...but alas, I get to escape in the whacked out lil world of The Brew Pub.
I had lunch with Mia and Maegan yesterday. It was really nice. Maegan is doing awesome and I love talking to her.
Okay okay, time to go to work...b/c ya know what? I GOTS ME A JOB, MUTHERFUCKERS. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|10:14 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Johnny Cash - Folsom Prison Blues | ] |
No more drunk live journal posts...apparently not being able to control what comes out of my mouth also applies to typing while drunk.
I never really enjoyed bluegrass until last night. I really like Dread Clampett. Kyle was really sweet and can do a mean Johnny Cash. The guys from LiquidSand were super nice as well. I may have to check them out tonight just for shits and giggles. I'm starting to sound like a groupie.
Anywho...there is no such thing as a peaceful sleep after 5 Blasters. |
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| shush |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|02:37 am] |
Hmmm...interesting night...
Little Leigh, whom I remember from high school as this lil cutie pie sophomore happens to be a lesbian....MmmHmmm...I tell her, "I've always thought you were hot." and she tells me, "I think you're so hot."...and then I say, "You just want me to pay your bar tab." Too bad she's interested in the little latina girl who was puking outside her car b/c that just wasn't so hot, ya know what I mean? I was trying to have a conversation with the latina girl in spanish but she sucked. You can look the part but if you can't work it, don't try....ya know what I mean?
Sara and Leah were in town. I told Sara that she sucked b/c she was babysitting her girlfriend the whole time. Leah was festive though :)
I was being a drunk loud mouth bitch tonight....but who was gonna say shit to me? huh? Yeah...that's what I thought.
I'm pretty tired and intoxicated....thank god Jeff and I went to Taco Bell. I <3 Jeff.
Beth Ann...someone was asking about you. I need to talk to you...a.s.a.p.....Mmmmkay? |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|08:16 am] |
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Dear Rachel,
I made it home safely all thanks to the wonderful map you drew for me :) The panhandle can be a dangerous place. Thanks again for the tour ;) |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|07:03 am] |
Dear Michelle,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, August 7:
Everyone needs a little bit of private space, and that includes you. Yes, even social creatures like yourself need a place where they can go and decompress. So make your excuses and hightail it there, pronto.
And so I'm gone for a few days. I will be making the proper phone calls when I get there too :) |
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| I wish I could just make you turn around. |
[Aug. 5th, 2005|09:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Postal Service - Against All Odds | ] |
Happy 19th Birthday to my baby brother, Charlie :) Geezus Christ, he's getting old!
I went to Buffalo Wild Wings with JD, Amy, and Damien last night after work. I decided to be brave and eat their "Blazing" wings....which by far are the hottest wings I've EVER tasted. I let JD have one and we both were sitting there breathing out of our mouths like pregnant women. It was great.
I'm on top of all my bills right now and I shall do my best to stay that way.
Oh yeah, I super glued the bottom of my piggy bank so I would stop going into it.
I'm currently looking into gyms that aren't outragously priced and have a comfortable atmopshere, any suggestions? |
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| Girl, cant ya tell we know he beats ya! |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|08:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | SpaceHog - In The Meantime | ] |
I worked for Jennifer yesterday morning. She wanted to take her kid and nephews to the zoo so they could see the baby giraffe. Who am I to deprive young children the pleasure of seeing this baby giraffe?! I want to go to the zoo now :(.
30 Seconds To Mars next week at Off The Wagon. Hmmm...all I can think is, "Damn...Jared Letto is so pretty."
So I saw Wedding Crashers with JC yesterday....Yeah, I laughed my ass off. I love Vince Vaughn and Owen Wilson...crooked nose and all.
Jeff came over last night after his anger managment class...bwahahaha...and I cooked dinner. I forgot he has an allergic reaction to broccoli but he ate it anyways. Now that's a good friend. We've planned to make a trip to the sex shop on Hwy 31 whenever he gets paid. It's called X-mart. Toy shopping is fun.
Mom and Greg will be up here tomorrow and I'm gonna try to just go back with them on Sunday and maybe come back early Tuesday morning. We shall see how everything works out. I never know how to plan out my days off anymore.
I need to call Direct Loans and check my application status.
Yeah, that's all. Life ain't so shabby. Oh yeah...the court date out in L.A. is the 23rd and I don't have to be there for it, yay. |
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| I'm sending you the Death Ray... |
[Jul. 31st, 2005|09:10 pm] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Motorcycle - As The Rush Comes (Gabriel & Dresden) | ] |
NO! IT'S THE DEATH RAY!!!!
So I've been thinking on/off the past few days about dating and it's driving me nuts. I think way too much. I invest way too much. I even care too much. Mutual and reciprocated feelings are hard to come by these-a-days. Sometimes there is that person that you hold on to as a safety net b/c you're afraid no one else can or will have feelings for you. Yeah well, that safety net...NOT SO SAFE! Bad safety net! SAFETY NETS ARE DEFECTIVE.
I need to change my view and approach. Hmmmmm....
Abre sus ojas, Michelle
I just got done with Dana's letter. I hope they move her to a state prison soon. She's been in the Douglas County Jail the past 5/6 months. At least in prison she can start classes through GA Tech. That will be good for her. |
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| Saturday night is alright. |
[Jul. 31st, 2005|02:03 am] |
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| |  drunk | ] |
I love Peyton. My role model <333. We met this girl who is in the Air Force tonight...ella es Columbiana ;). Errytime she walked by, I said PAH-DOW She kept telling me she wanted to hear some Reggaeton but I was like, "Sweetie, you aren't gonna hear that anywhere in Montgomery.".
I love Dana. She wrote me back and she's been on my mind the whole day. I miss her and I'm really glad to know that she's missed me too.
I had to close the Pub side tonight, hence, Michelle is fucking trashed.
This guy Jose (he's been a server for forever) whom my brother and I have befriended just opened up his own restaurant. Yay for entrepreneurs.
I'm tens of thousands dollars richer so all you haters can fuck off. |
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| Ta-dow |
[Jul. 29th, 2005|12:23 am] |
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Laguna Beach....damnit...it's like crack. I <3 Kristen, she's such a fucking bitch.
I had a LONG ASS day. I'm glad it's over but tomorrow will be just as long if not more :(. It's okay, these bills are getting paid. Next week is an even crazier schedule...*whew*
Beth Ann made me an mp3 cd with like a gazillion songs on it :) Yay! Thanks again! I never made it to Walmart this evening, I settled for Winn Dixie and paid the price. That place is way expensive, even with that stupid value card.
Dead relatives shouldn't leave me money because then I start thinking about things like buying 22's for the Blazer. |
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| *sighs* |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|09:51 am] |
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| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Inifiniti - Without You | ] |
Life has been nice lately...*knocks on wood*.
I've been listening to some old ass breaks lately. Astrid has this whole "Old Skool" party idea going on in her head and she is determined, however, we are all so busy these-a-days, by the time anything happens...we'll be 30.
I finally got my coffee table, thanks to Jeff.
I also have to get this damn guitar re-stringed. I figured I'd pick up a hobby that if and when I needed help, I'd actually know a few folks that could give me a hand. Besides...all the good lesbos I know can play guitar. Shiiiiit...just learn a few good Indigo Girls and Melissa Etheridge songs and I'm fucking set!
After work last night, a few of us went to Nobles and watched Aqua Teen Hunger Force on their plasma tv. It was fun. I ran into my cousin and he said he heard about my party and was mad that I didn't invite him. I was like, "Dood...it was a surprise party. I didn't even know?!"
Fun filled.
Yay.
My allergies are going B A N A N A S |
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Dear ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) area51pants |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|10:50 am] |
The 7 songs of the moment:
Fall Out Boy - Sugar, We're Going Down
Missy "Misdeamnor" Elliot - Lose Control
The Bravery - Honest Mistake
Gorillaz - Feel Good, Inc.
Lil Boosie - Bad Chick
Foo Fighters - Best Of You
Louis XIV - Finding Out True Love Is Blind
...yeah, they're all over the map and then some. |
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